I am so hungry that food—real food—in
TV shows makes me tear up. I tried to distract myself with some Modern Family
episodes, and food was everywhere.
Gloria and Cam cooked up something. I don’t know what it was, but I wanted a
taste sooo badly. Alex staged a Norman Rockwell painting (below) with the fam, complete
with a giant turkey. But it was an apple from a tray of fruit that set me off
first. Oddly enough, commercials for sweets don’t bother me. And fast food commercials still gross me out.
I am so very tempted to cheat.
That turkey doth call to me.
The weird part is that yesterday was
relatively easy, and I thought I was through the hardest part. I almost felt
normal yesterday. Energy was low, but no headaches, no hunger pangs. The day went by in a dreamy, almost meditative state. Today, though, I couldn’t even hold lunch until
noon, when I had been holding off until past 1pm for the first three days.
I wish this was the last day. I am
also extremely thankful that I can revert
back to a full, nutritious diet.
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