It’s insane how much the 500+ calorie
deficit makes.
Going on a diet that provides at most
1100 calories, I figured I would be hungry. What’s surprising is how I’m questioning
what hunger is. Normally, I feel a pang in my belly and I am impatient and
perhaps annoyed at whatever or whoever is keeping me from my meal. Now, I’m
just tired and plagued by
intermittent headaches. Maybe I am hungry and am finally feeling the
manifestations of real (or more extreme) hunger?
So tired. Still, I woke up 20 minutes
before my alarm in this weird, dissociative state. I distracted myself with 1.5
hours of yoga and felt positively giddy when I left. Not sure if it was from
the fatigue, the release yoga provides or the delicious dream about the oatmeal I
was about to consume. My bet is the latter.
There were a few administrative things
I needed to take care of, including paying a West Virginia traffic ticket (for
going 76 in a 70 zone…as 2 people were passing me). It was kind of funny to me until I went to pay the fine. No
one has picked up the phone or returned my messages. Normally, when I have a
hard time getting through I become angry. Now, I’m just exhausted. After a few
calls, I decided to rest on the couch. 2 hours later, I woke up a little refreshed
from the impromptu nap. Sheesh.
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